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When God Doesn’t Make Sense

When God Doesn’t Make Sense

When God Doesn’t Make Sense

by Rev. Alexandra Robinson on September 03, 2025

When God Doesn’t Make Sense

Genesis 15:1-6, 17-21

I remember when my twin boys were toddlers, they spoke in “twin-speak.”  It was a language they made up, which only they could understand and is a phenomenon known among twins.  It was obvious they were having a conversation based on the intonation of their voices, mimicking the question and answer pitches, but the words themselves were unintelligible.  The only way I could make sense of their conversation was to watch their actions.

As we continue in our study of Genesis, we arrive at God’s conversation with Abram.  Beginning in chapter 12, God calls Abram to go from his father’s country to an unknown land.  God tells  Abram that his name will great, and God will make a great nation of his family.  This is a laughable reality, considering Abram is 75 years old.

So Abram goes to Egypt, as God says, and then returns, but he and Sarai have no children. 

Abram becomes wealthy in livestock, silver and gold, but he and Sarai have no children.

Abram’s nephew Lot separates from them, is captured by a rebellion, and Abram rescues him.  Still, he and Sarai have no children.

Abram is visited by king Melchizidek and is blessed, but not with a child.

Then, Abram strikes up a conversation with God.  He asks how a great nation is to be made of him when he has no seed?  In other words, Abram has no children, so how will a great nation come from his offspring?

The promise of God makes no sense to Abram, and he is tired of waiting for that fulfillment.  He is starting to doubt God’s promise and is lamenting the reality appearing before him, that his servant will inherit his wealth, not his own child.

These honest conversations with God, come in many forms:   in the times where life just doesn’t make sense.  Whether it is when bad things happen to good people, or when life is just so overwhelming we don’t know which way to turn, or when we feel like what we have understood of God is falling apart.  Opening up our heart and voice to complain, to lament, to cry out to God is a good and healthy thing.  God can take it.  God does not reprimand Abram for his lack of faith, nor does Abram shut down in silence before God.  Abram tells God his doubts, his fears, his anxieties.  They have a conversation that is real and its raw and it reminds us all that God can handle all our feelings.  In fact, God wants to hear all our feeling: it is how we are in relationship with God.   After this dialogue, God meets Abram where he is with some visual reminders – the stars in the sky and the sacrifice of animals.  Those visual reminders are an assurance of a promise that God is willing to sacrifice and die for.   Granted, those visual reminders are not the fulfillment of the promise.  Abram still has to wait another 14 years for that to happen.

I wonder if our conversations with God can be this raw and honest?  Knowing God wants to hear our heart cry, and that God’s heart is aligned with ours, allows us to feel safe in crying out.  God is not one who punishes us with pain for disobedience or reprimands our fears as lack of faith.  God listens to our human condition, and sends us some visual reminders that reveal help and hope.  God delivers on promises, even when we can’t understand the how, why, when or where.  I suppose it matters on what we understand those promises to be for assurance of their delivery.  But one promise we can be sure of is that God is one willing love us even to the death.  We only have to look at the cross to be assured of that.


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